The Silent Pool Page 4

  Janet had been bending forward over the suit-case. Her hands went on putting things into it, folding them carefully, laying them straight. She was a little taller than Star, but not much. And she was penny-plain to Star’s twopence coloured – an agreeable shade of brown hair and eyes that matched it, eyebrows and lashes a little darker – a face with nothing striking about it except that the chin gave the impression that she would be able to make up her mind and stick to it, and the eyes had a straight and friendly look. Star had once said, ‘You know, darling, you’ll go on getting more attractive all the time, because the niceness will go on coming through.’ She watched her now and wished that Janet would speak. She never would about Ninian, and it was stupid. Things you don’t talk about lie in the dark and fester. You want to get them out into the light, even if you have to drag them. But when Janet straightened up and turned round, all she said was,

  ‘There – that’s done. And you’d better not touch it, except to put one or two last things in on the top. Now, what else is there to do?’

  ‘Well, we haven’t settled anything about the business side yet.’

  Janet frowned.

  ‘There wouldn’t be any business side, only Hugo forgot to sign my cheque, and as he is probably well off the map by now, there is no saying when I can get hold of him. You can lend me ten pounds.’

  ‘Darling, you can’t live on ten pounds!’

  Janet laughed.

  ‘You don’t know what you can do till you try. Only this time I’m not trying. I shall have a fortnight nice and free in Ford House, and I’ve got something in the savings bank. With your ten pounds, I shall get through, even if Hugo doesn’t communicate – and he probably will, because he’ll want to know if there’s anything about his play. I ought to be going.’

  Star put out a hand and caught at her.

  ‘Not yet. I always feel safe when you are somewhere about. I don’t mean with me, but when I know I can just ring you up and say come along and you’ll come, like I did tonight. And when I think of being right over on the other side of the Atlantic I get a horrid kind of shivery feeling, as if there was a lump of ice right down inside me and it wouldn’t melt. You don’t think it could be a presentiment, do you?’

  ‘How could it!’

  Star said weakly,

  ‘I don’t know – nobody does. But people have them. One of my Rutherford great-aunts had one. She was going on a pleasure trip, I don’t remember where, and just as she was going to step on board she had a most dreadful cold feeling and she couldn’t do it. So she didn’t. And everyone else was drowned. That was her portrait in Uncle Archie’s study, in a little lace cap and one of those Victorian shawls. She married an astronomer, and they went to live in the south of England. So it just goes to show, doesn’t it?’

  Janet let this go by. She had known Star for so many years that she did not expect her to be logical. She said cheerfully,

  ‘Well, you needn’t go if you don’t want to – need you? You can always send Jimmy Du Parc a cable to tell him you’ve got cold feet and he can give Jean Pomeroy your part. It’s perfectly simple.’

  Star pinched hard.

  ‘I’d rather die!’ she said. ‘And you don’t believe in presentiments, do you?’

  ‘I don’t know. What I do know is that you can’t have it both ways. If you want this part you’ll have to go to New York for it. It isn’t going to come to you.’

  ‘It’s a marvellous part! I should be right on the top of my own particular wave! Janet, I’ve got to do it! And as long as you are with Stella I shall know that it’ll be perfectly all right. You do think it will be all right, don’t you?’

  ‘I can’t see why not.’

  ‘No – I’m just being silly. I do hate going on journeys. Not when I’m actually doing them – that’s rather fun – but the night before. It’s like looking from a nice bright lighted room and not wanting to go out into the dark.’

  Janet laughed.

  ‘You are not very likely to find it dark in New York!’ she said.

  When she had gone, Star picked up the telephone receiver and dialled quickly. The voice that answered was as familiar to her as her own.

  ‘Ninian – it’s Star.’

  ‘It would be!’

  ‘I’ve rung you up three times, and you’ve always been out!’

  ‘I do go out!’

  ‘Ninian, I’ve just had Janet here-’

  ‘Epoch-making intelligence!’

  ‘That idiot Edna has let Nanny go off on holiday somewhere on the continent.’

  ‘That bourne from which no traveller returns!’

  ‘Oh, she’ll return all right, but not for a fortnight – and I’m off to New York.’

  ‘I know you are. I’m coming to see you off.’

  ‘Well, you wouldn’t be if it wasn’t for Janet. I couldn’t go away and leave Stella without somebody.’

  ‘Well, I should have said Ford House was rather overstocked with women.’

  ‘I wouldn’t leave Stella with one of them! What I rang up to say was that Janet is going down to look after her.’

  There was something of a pause. Then Ninian Rutherford said,

  ‘Why?’

  ‘Why what?’

  ‘Why ring me up?’

  ‘I thought you might like to know.’

  He said in his most charming voice,

  ‘Darling, I don’t give a damn, and you can put that in your pipe and smoke it!’ Star gave an exasperated sigh and hung up.

  Chapter Seven

  Janet went down to Ford House next day. She sat in the train to Ledbury, and something kept telling her that she was running into trouble, and that she was a fool to be doing it. Staying in town would have meant bread and margarine with a sprinkling of cheese and an occasional herring washed down with cups of weak tea, but it might have been preferable to a fortnight with Star’s relations. She didn’t know them, and they didn’t know her. When she thought about them she got the sort of feeling you have when you open the door at the top of steps going down into a cellar. There was a place like that in the Rutherfords ’ house at Darnach. The door was in the passage outside the kitchen. When you opened it there were steps that disappeared into the darkness, and a cold air came up that was tinged with mould. Going down to Ford House felt like that.

  Janet took herself quite severely to task about the feeling. She did have that sort of feeling sometimes, and when she had it she blamed a Highland grandmother. Three-quarters of her derived from Lowland Scots who made common sense and a firm adherence to principle their rule of life, but the Highland grandmother was not always to be silenced. Ninian had once declared that she would be unbearable without her – ‘Too “dull” and good, for human nature’s daily food’.

  She pushed Ninian out of her mind and shut the door on him. Since she had been doing this for nearly two years, it ought by now to have been easy, but push and shut as she would, there was always something that got left behind or that came seeping back – the way he looked when his eyes laughed at her, the black look of his anger, his quick jerking frown. She supposed they would stop hurting in the end, but at the moment the end was quite a long way off.

  At Ledbury she took a taxi, and was driven three miles along country lanes to Ford village. There was a green, a general shop, a church, a garage with a petrol pump, and the entrance to Ford House – tall stone pillars with no gates between them, a squat-looking lodge to one side, and a long unweeded drive stretching away between trees and overgrown bushes.

  They emerged upon a gravel sweep. Janet got out, and the driver rang the bell. Nobody came for quite a long time. The bell was an electric one. Janet had begun to think it must be out of order, when the door was opened by a girl in a washed-out cotton dress. She had pale, prominent eyes and she poked with her head, but her voice sounded amiable as she said,

  ‘Oh, are you Miss Johnstone? I didn’t hear the bell with all the noise that’s going on. That Stella – I never heard a child screa
m like it in my life! She’s been something dreadful ever since Nanny went. I only hope you’ll be able to do something with her. Slapping’s no good, for I’ve tried. Nothing to hurt her of course, but sometimes it stops them – only not her. All she does is carry right on till you don’t know whether you’re on your head or your feet.’

  While she spoke the driver dropped Janet’s suit-case on the step, pocketed his fare, and drove away.

  Janet walked into the hall. Someone was certainly screaming, but just where the sound came from, she could not be sure.

  ‘There!’ said the girl. ‘Did you ever hear anything like it!’

  ‘Where is she?’ said Janet quickly.

  But the words were hardly spoken before they were answered by Stella herself. A door at the back of the hall was pushed open and a screaming child ran out. And then in an instant halfway across the floor she stopped dead, stared at Janet’s suit-case, at Janet herself, and said,

  ‘Who are you?’

  Janet went to meet her.

  ‘I’m Janet Johnstone.’

  The child was the child of the photograph. She showed no sign of having just emerged from a screaming fit. The dark straight fringe was neat, the fine pale skin unmarked by tears. The beautiful deep-set eyes were fixed in an appraising stare.

  ‘Are you Star’s Janet?’

  ‘I am.’

  ‘That played with her and Ninian at Darnach?’

  ‘Of course.’

  ‘You mightn’t have been. I know three other people called Janet. Ninian plays lovely games – doesn’t he?’

  Janet said ‘Yes’ again.

  The eyes looked through and through her. They were of so dark a grey that they might almost have been black. Janet wondered what they saw. The thought went through her mind, and as it passed, Stella put out a hand and said,

  ‘Come along and see my room. Yours is next door. It’s Nanny’s really, but she’s gone away on a holiday. I screamed for two hours.’

  The little hand was cold in hers. Janet said,

  ‘Why?’

  ‘I didn’t want her to go.’

  ‘Do you always scream when you don’t want things and they happen?’

  With simple determination Stella said, ‘Yes.’

  ‘It sounds very unpleasant.’

  The dark head was vigorously shaken.

  ‘No, I like it. Everyone else puts their hands to their ears. Aunt Edna says it goes through and through her. But I don’t mind how much noise I make. I was screaming when you came.’

  Janet said, ‘I heard you. Why? Why did you scream?’

  They had reached the top of the stairs. Passages ran away to the right and to the left. Stella tugged at her hand.

  ‘We go this way.’ They took the right-hand passage. ‘I didn’t want you to come.’

  ‘Why?’

  The child caught her breath.

  ‘I wanted to go with Star in an aeroplane. It would be fun. So I screamed. Sometimes if I scream long enough I get what I want-’ Her voice trailed away, the clasp on Janet’s hand tightened, the dark brows drew together. ‘I don’t always, but sometimes I do. And it’s no good trying to stop me. Joan slapped me just before you came, but it only made me worse.’

  ‘Was that Joan who let me in?’

  Stella nodded vigorously.

  ‘Joan Cuttle. Aunt Edna says she’s such a nice girl, but I think she’s a sissy. She can’t even slap properly. She just flaps with her hand – it doesn’t hurt a bit. Anyhow I oughtn’t to be slapped – it’s bad for me. Star would be very angry if she knew. Do you think I am a problem child? Uncle Geoffrey says I am.’

  Janet said, ‘I’m sure I hope not.’

  They had arrived at what was evidently the nursery. It had a lovely view over green lawns that went down to a stream, but after the merest glance her hand was tugged again.

  ‘Why did you say you hoped not? I think it’s intresting.’

  Janet shook her head.

  ‘It sounds very uncomfortable, and you wouldn’t be happy.’

  The dark eyes were lifted to hers in an odd deep stare. Stella said mournfully,

  ‘But I don’t scream when I’m happy.’ Then she jerked her hand away. ‘Come and see my room! Star had it done for me. It’s got flowers on the curtains and blue birds flying, and there’s a blue carpet and a blue eiderdown, and a picture with a hill.’

  It was a pretty child’s room. The hill in the picture was the hill that stood over Darnach with the Rutherfords ’ house at the foot. The name of the hill was Darnach Law, and she and Star and Ninian had climbed over every foot of it.

  Nanny’s room, which was to be hers, opened out of Stella’s. It had the same outlook, but a good deal of heavy mahogany furniture made it dark. There were pictures of Nanny’s relations on the mantelpiece, and a many times enlarged photograph above it. Stella could tell her who everyone was. The young man in uniform was Nanny’s brother Bert, and the girl next to him was his wife Daisy. The picture over the mantelpiece was done from quite a little one of Nanny’s father and mother on their wedding day.

  Stella knew everything about the people in the photographs. She was in the middle of a most exciting story of how Bert’s youngest was in a ship that was blown up in the war – ‘and he swam for miles and miles and miles, and it got dark and he thought he was going to be drowned’ – when the door opened and Edna Ford came in. Stella finished the story in a gabbling hurry – ‘and an aeroplane came and he wasn’t, and Bert and Daisy were ever so glad.’

  Edna Ford shook hands in the rather limp manner in which she did most things. She had a washed-out, faded look, and she wore the least flattering of clothes. Her tweed skirt hesitated between brown and grey and dipped at the back. The jumper, of an indeterminate mauve, clung closely about stooping shoulders and a singularly flat chest. Nothing more trying to face and figure could have been devised. The sallow skin, the light dry hair, were cruelly emphasized. She said in a complaining tone,

  ‘Really, Miss Johnstone, I don’t know what you must think. Stella had no business to bring you up like this. But of course with no proper staff this is the sort of thing that happens. A small convenient house would be so much better, but it is out of the question. Someone has to look after my aunt. Simmons does what he can, but he is not strong, and we spare him as much as possible. I don’t know what we should do without Joan Cuttle. I believe she let you in. So helpful and good-natured, but of course not really trained. Such a nice girl though. The Simmons are old servants of my aunt’s, and Mrs Simmons is a very good cook. And then, of course, there is a woman from the village, so I suppose it might be worse. Now let me see, Joan will bring up your case – she said you only have the one. And then perhaps Stella ought to go to bed. Star said she would ring up at seven – there’s an extension in your room. And I only hope she will be punctual, because we dine at half past, and it does put Mrs Simmons out if anyone is late.’

  Chapter Eight

  Star rang up at half past six, which was better than being late. The call must have cost pounds, because she went on talking in a perfectly care-free manner while the pips kept mounting up. Janet and Stella made a game of it. They sat side by side on the bed and played snatch-the-microphone, so that at one moment Star found herself impressing upon Stella that she was an exceptionally sensitive child and mustn’t be crossed, and in the next blowing kisses along the wire to Janet. As this had the fortunate result of making Stella laugh, nothing could have been more reassuring for Star. The good-byes were said in a much happier atmosphere than anyone would have thought possible, and it was only at the last that there was a sob in the high, pretty voice.

  ‘Janet – are you there?’

  Janet said, ‘Yes.’

  ‘You will keep her safe, won’t you? I’ve got the most dreadful cold feet.’

  ‘Star, you’re just being silly!’

  Stella bounced on the bed beside her.

  ‘Me – me – it’s my turn!’ She butted Janet out of the way.
‘Star, it’s me! You are being silly! Janet says so, and so do I!’

  ‘Darling, are you all right – are you happy?’

  ‘Of course! Janet is going to tell me about going up Darnach Law and getting lost in the mist. You didn’t tell me about that-’

  ‘Janet will,’ said Star.

  ‘And when I’m quite grown up I shall go there, and I shall climb all over the hill! And I shall come with you in an aeroplane when you go to New York, and I shall sit up all night and see you act!’

  They were still talking ten minutes later when Janet took the receiver.

  ‘Better ring off now, Star. Have a good time, and send us all your notices.’

  Stella bounced and echoed her.

  ‘Send me every single picture – promise!’

  In her packed-up flat Star felt cold and cut off. They were going to do very well without her. Not that she wanted Stella to miss her – she didn’t, she really didn’t. But that cold feeling persisted, and the Atlantic was dreadfully wide.

  Down at Ford House Stella went happily to bed. There were going to be so many things to do tomorrow, that she was in a hurry to get there and begin doing them.

  Janet put on a brown taffeta dress with a little turnover collar and fastened it with a deep-coloured cairngorm brooch which had belonged to the Highland grandmother. As she went down the wide staircase, there were hurrying steps behind her. A dark girl passed her in a rush, and then, as if the impulse which had taken her there had petered out, turned no more than a dozen feet away from the foot of the stairs and stood waiting, her hands clasped at her breast, her foot tapping the floor.

  Janet did not hurry herself. She continued her staid descent. This, she supposed, was Meriel, and all that she or anyone else knew about Meriel was that Adriana Ford had picked her up somewhere. She looked at her and saw a creature slight to the point of attenuation, with masses of hair tossed together above an artificially whitened face, eyes dark behind darker lashes, and thin lips painted scarlet. She wore a black dress with a spreading skirt and very long sleeves coming down over long white hands. A string of pearls fell to her waist. Janet thought they were real. Very difficult to tell, of course, but she thought so all the same. As she reached the bottom step, the scarlet lips opened to say,